"You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul." - Bridget Julie de Lespinasse
Known online aliases: In Zee Bunker, Schooner, KOBE HQ, KOBE Bunny, KOBE XIAN, John Brown, parallax
(she posts back and forth to herself on some forums)
This page is dedicated to the person
that, of all people I've known in my life, has hurt me the most and
done me the most damage. I sincerely hope you will never meet anyone
as vindictive, heartless, selfish, passive-aggressive, dishonorable, deceitful,
mean, disloyal, and downright bad as Bridget. This suck-up to authority is unable to handle criticism, arrogant, and tretcherous.
For a period of nearly six years, I was
stalked online and in person by several individuals bent on
destroying my life. It was a case of gang-stalking. Its online
manifestation became a nearly universally known phenomenon that some
dupes have termed the KOBE-DEVOY war. I was not a willing
participant in the phenomenon. It was forced upon me in the way that
gang-rape is forced upon a woman. I and my family were publicly
tormented, harassed, libeled, and defamed for a period of not less
than five years. I was the target of a string of online death threats. Indeed, some of the defamation remains online.
This criminal activity perpetrated against my family has cost us
dearly. She even defamed my daughter.
At the center of this harassment is a
woman by the name of Bridget. I met Bridget in 1990, when I was a
member of CISPES in Boston. For reasons that will be clear later in
this introduction, I believe Bridget was a government informant
participating in the well documented harassment of and spying against
CISPES. Consequently, her friendship with me was based on deception
and fraud.
When I moved from Boston to California,
Bridget moved at approximately the same time to the same general
location without my foreknowledge. We met up again in California and
resumed our friendship. I was married to my first wife at that time
and my relationship with Bridget would cause the end of that
marriage. As my marriage ended, Bridget, perhaps having accomplished
what she set out to do, disappeared from my life and refused any
further contact. I was deeply in love with her. This period of
time, when Bridget was in my life, was the most depressing period
through which I have lived. Bridget was nothing less than a disaster
for me. My life would never be the same again. (Given what I know about her now, I wonder how many other people have been her victim.)
The next horrible period of my life is
the above mentioned period of gang-stalking and cyberstalking. I
know now, for sure, that Bridget was the central figure in that
period of harassment. Bridget made her mission clear when her harassment program
posted this call for me to commit suicide. You see, Bridget knew
that I was suffering from depression. She knew her harassment
program might result in what we all know can happen from depression.
Indeed, on her harassment website, fairly recently, she joked with
glee about an unfortunate man who had committed suicide online and
then brought up her amusement with the thought that I too may have
been provoked to do so.
How was Bridget able to do all of this?
Bridget harassed me using her access to sensitive information as an
employee of the Defense Intelligence Agency. How do I know she works
for the Defense Intelligence Agency? I know because she came to my
office in 2002, in full uniform, as a representative of the Defense
Intelligence Agency where she met with two individuals, Mary and
Doug, who had a vested interest in stopping my political activities.
Together they formed and executed what can only be described as an
extreme case of classical gang-stalking. (Interestingly, given this, the corporation had (and may still have) an insurance policy on my life and Bridget's family is in the insurance industry). She was able to gain the
assistance of the FBI and local police to conduct her harassment
program.
I will write more about this in the
future and back up my claims with evidence. What is important here
is that an employee of the Defense Intelligence Agency, through
contacts with the FBI, was able to use National Security Letters to
obtain privileged information which she then used to stalk a man who
was once in love with her. If this is not the best example of why
the PATRIOT Act must be stopped, nothing is.
What follows is disorganized
information and background on this case. In the near-term future, I
will better organize it and add more supporting evidence.
Bridget is KOBE Bunny, KOBE Bunny is KOBE HQ
When I hear this song, the words remind me of what I see as the evil of Bridget. When I see the images of the video, I see a representation of what she supports. From that I conclude that there is not greater ugliness than the ugliness within her.
On the hate website where Bridget posed under the name KOBE Bunny for a period of two years, another identity using the name KOBE HQ claimed to have a relationship with her. Bridget, as KOBE Bunny, reaffirmed this relationship in numerous posts.
Going back to the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina, KOBE HQ claimed to have been at Kennedy Airport in New York City when rescue workers flew to New Orleans. Here, we have a link to photos taken by Bridget (she has the photo credit) in the newspaper which KOBE HQ claims to live and where his original IP address is located. These photos are of rescue workers at Kennedy Airport in New York City preparing to fly to New Orleans as rescue workers for Hurricane Katrina. Thus, we can place both KOBE HQ and KOBE Bunny at the same place at the same time. (Also, on KOBE HQ's hate website, KOBE HQ referred to these pictures and pointed out that she had smudged her reflection in vehicle's window, the photoshoped smear of which can be seen in one of the photographs, thus proving that KOBE HQ is Bridget.)
Very early in her harassment campaign against me, KOBE HQ claimed to be female. Later she claimed to be male. Later she claimed that she was not the only one posting as KOBE HQ. Consequently, since we do not know if KOBE HQ exists as a separate identity from KOBE Bunny and we do know that both have been at the same place at the same time, and we know that a female has posted as KOBE HQ, I think we can conclude that KOBE Bunny is KOBE HQ, which means that KOBE HQ is Bridget.
There is a lot more to support this position. When I noticed, back in 2002, that KOBE HQ seemed like a woman in her choice of words, I mentioned this. She responded, "What makes you think I would ever be interested in someone like you?" Now, I never expressed any interest in KOBE HQ. However, I did express interest in Bridget back in 1992. Once again, it seems that KOBE HQ is Bridget.
The KOBEHQ website was originally hosted by Ned Lyle of Computers NLA. Ned Lyle is Bridget's uncle.
I also propose that the so-called relationship between KOBE HQ and KOBE Bunny, on their hate website, was a farce to explain the disappearance of the KOBE HQ character. KOBE Bunny disappeared, forever, when I identified her as Bridget. In fact, the webmaster of the site expunged permanently all of their posts going back to the very beginning in response to my correct identification of KOBE Bunny. He told his users that it had something to do with his database being corrupted, but that is likely untrue. What he was trying to do was to remove all evidence that there had been a KOBE Bunny and was unable to do that without causing problems for his website. Until he could figure out what to do, he decided to take his website off-line. He told his users that his server died. This is untrue because the other sites he hosted on the same server never went down. They even share the same IP address, so this was a lie. It is likely that the follow up explanation was a lie as well.
Why is this important? It is important because I can link KOBE HQ to criminal activity and if I can link KOBE HQ to criminal activity, you know who else I can link to criminal activity (using the transitive property of identity).
Additionally, I can link Bridget to my former employer. The sky is the limit.
(Note, over the last few months the ruse website named after "KOBE HQ" has been playing out a pathetic and childish series where "KOBE HQ" slowly reveals disinformation about "himself", referring to "himself" as "Don". "He" is portrayed as sick from chemo and slowing dying of skin cancer. This is yet another attempt to find a reason to disappear "KOBE HQ." It's all bullshit. "KOBE HQ" is Bridget. I saw her with my own two eyes when she came to my former employer in 2002. There is no room for doubt. The elaborate hoax playing on on the website "KOBE HQ" is exactly that: a hoax.)
KOBE XIAN is KOBE HQ is KOBE Bunny is Bridget
Bridget's Multiple Personalities
Since Bridget is employed by the Defense Intelligence Agency and spends much of her time online harassing and defaming political activists under assumed identities, it should be no surprise that yet another identity can be associated with her. In this case, it is not certain that this other identity belongs to Bridget, but if it does not, it is the identity of someone who either works with her or lives with her. My bet is that it is far more likely that this other ID belongs to Bridget than an associate.
I have already demonstrated (above) that Bridget is KOBE Bunny and KOBE Bunny is KOBE HQ. It follows, then, that Bridget is KOBE HQ. Now I will show that it is nearly certain that KOBE XIAN is KOBE HQ (and, therefore, Bridget as well).
Below (click on the image) you will see a post made by KOBE HQ. Look closely at the IP address she is using: 203.59.10.10. This post was made on December 15, 2002 at 10:51 PM.
KOBE HQ's IP Address
Now we will look at a post by KOBE XIAN (click on image below). KOBE XIAN is posting this libel from the IP address: 203.59.10.10 on December 16, 2002 at 10:45 AM, approximately 12 hours later.
Her other identity, "KOBE XIAN" has posted things in the past referring to a friend of mine with a Vietnamese name. Bridget knows this friend's name because I gave her a book he edited. She also published a libelous and defamatory fake news article using his name as the author in 2003.
Not able to find a safe way to bring her other two identities back into the harassment website, she pulled out this old identity she had not used in years, "KOBE XIAN." As I showed you above, "KOBE HQ" and "KOBE XIAN" had the same Internet footprint during the death threat session. Now, in the images below, you will see evidence that "KOBE SBM" knows that "KOBE XIAN" is co-present with "KOBE HQ" (one of the necessary conditions of identity). You will also see that "KOBE XIAN" has shown up because I had started my political activities on the Internet once again. This shows that "KOBE HQ" acts on behalf of "KOBE XIAN." Thus, they have the same purpose. This is another condition of identity. Since Bridget is the one under the delusion that she has a reason to hate me, and since "KOBE XIAN" is acting under that impulse, I think it is obvious that Bridget is also "KOBE XIAN."
KOBE XIAN to KOBE SBM: "Sent you a PM"
On February 13, 2008, "KOBE XIAN" shows up on the harassment website, seeking private communication with the website's owner, a relative of Bridget. (As I show above, "KOBE XIAN" is another alias for Bridget.) She makes her appearance on the website where, for years, she waged a defamation and harassment campaign against me one day after I posted this on my blog (naming her for the first time): Thanks for the Photo.
This link (above) links back to this page. Bridget is desperate to have me silenced and has gone back to her harassment project for assistance. I'm sure it is not convenient for the Defense Intelligence Agency to know that I can now prove that one of their employees used her access to Patriot ACT acquired information to harass a former romanticly interested friend. More than that, I still have all of the screen shots of her project's online war against Arabs and Muslims, full of some of the most racist crap ever on the Internet.
KOBE SBM to KOBE XIAN: Are you in touch with [KOBE] HQ?
I've collected a huge amount of evidence over the years that KOBE SBM lies to and deceives the members of his website. This is another example of that. First, both KOBE SBM and KOBE XIAN confirm in this post that they co-occupy the same space. KOBE SBM feels the need to assert the ruse by making an unnecessary statement which implies that KOBE HQ and KOBE XIAN are distinct. Since they can communicate via PM, this is clearly an effort to prop up the fading illusion that they are not one and the same.
New activity from an old nemesis of KOBE piqued my re-emergence
I've read books on interrogation published for use in classes intended to instruct FBI agents, police, and other kinds of interrogators on how to detect lies and deception. One of the strategies salient to this case the liars use is to provide unnecessary information that bolsters their deception. For example, that KOBE XIAN knows KOBE HQ is not relevant to the dialog on the harassment blog. It is discusses, by both parties, to support the deception.
Here is the text from "KOBE XIAN" (actually Bridget, employee of the Defense Intelligence Agency):
"Checked in from time to time. I was distressed to see HQ check out of the net, but still stopped by New activity from an old nemesis of KOBE piqued my re-emergence. You'll note that I faithfully went to the alternate board. xian"
Now, this "nemesis" is me. I have repeatedly been referred to that way on the harassment website. In fact, the harassment website was created specifically for the purpose of harassing me. As I said above, Bridget is using the name XIAN because it would complicate her ruse to stage the exit of her other personalities, "HQ" and "Bunny".
Concluding screen shot of above thread
What follows is a post by KOBE Bunny (another alias of Bridget) on the website Teh Noobs. In this one she retires the name KOBE Bunny and then, unwittingly, let me know that her new name is John Brown.
Bridget changes IDs on the Web
"What a wild inference!" you decry. "You cannot conclude based on the above that KOBE Bunny (Bridget) is now using the name "John Brown". Correct, on the basis of that alone I could not make that inference. I make it by combining the post above with the post below. Below we see Bridget stating that the worst thing she ever saw on the net was me in a leather bondage outfit. No, I'm not into bondage and I've never worn a leather bondage outfit. However, Bridget did photoshop my face onto the body of a guy wearing a leather bondage outfit and then posted it on the web. (BTW, guys don't use the word "outfit", we use the words "suit" or "getup").
Now, isn't it odd for a woman to post as a man. Well, given this posting by Bridget, gender-bending is not outside of her mental landscape. Moreoever, as I mentioned above about putting unneeded information in public view to bolster a deception, look at the signature she uses for "John Brown". It is an attempt to reaffirm the illusion that she is a he: "The lust of the goat is the bounty of God. The nakedness of a woman is the work of God. Excess of Joy weeps."
Bridget as John Brown
More to come....
What is Bill O'Reilly, the douchebag doing here? Click and find out.
Bridget's Relationship to a Certain Corporation
On Behalf of Whom Was She Stalking Me?
There are several important things about the image you will see if you click on the thumbnail above. This was posted by KOBE HQ (aka Bridget) on December 20, 2002. The corporation she refers to is a defense contractor working on what was the Total Information Awareness project of John Poindexter (who, by mining harbors in Nicaragua, was engaged in activities that are defined as "terrorist"). I worked for that corporation on said project. I also exposed the project to the world. I cannot write about the corporation by name because when I started working there, before I knew that they are unethical and have a history of harassing former employees, I signed an agreement not to use their name when publishing anything. For that reason, I will be referring to them as "the corporation." If they don't like the fact that I am writing about them, I suggest they learn to live with it because, if provoked, I can drag them into court for their harassment and, if necessary, I will.
Back to Bridget, whom I believe is the author of the post shown in the image. In 2002, shortly before my "hastily arranged departure", Bridget was invited to the corporation by Mary, the wife of the owner of the corporation, where she met with Mary and Doug, the owner, in the conference room behind closed doors. I know this because in an effort to torment me, Mary had me sit at the receptionist's desk, claiming the receptionist was out, to receive an important guest she was waiting for. I answered the door and Bridget appeared, in full military uniform, introduced herself as "Bridget" while wearing a name tag that read [I've removed her last name out of compassion. However, the tag read the last name of the Bridget I knew and cared about]. She asked me, "if I liked my job there" and then went with Mary to the conference room.
Now, since we have KOBE HQ (aka Bridget) admitting in the post that she was working on behalf of the corporation and we have Bridget at the place of the harassment's instigation meeting with the primary parties behind the harassment and then an admission that she works for them, we can assume that Bridget flew from Baltimore to Austin specifically for the purpose of meeting with the corporation, to exchange information which later was published on the web (information from my employment and medical records), at the expense of the Defense Intelligence Agency. Note, this is a estranged best friend and romantic interest. Do you see anything corrupt in this? I do.
Notice also that Bridget writes, "You see, I want him to know who I am, it will drive him totally out of his gourd when he knows who I am and that I've gotten over on him. Not once but twice and for an extended period of time." What does this mean?
It is consistent with someone I knew closely. Why else would she believe it would drive me "totally out of " my "gourd?" Moreover, she confesses to having screwed me over before and for an extended period of time. This is 2002 when the harassment just started. There was an event more than two years before that I believe she was involved with. Someone lied to an employer saying I had not finished my degree. That was a false statement. I finished two degrees, a bachelor in Computer Science (1985) and a bachelor in Philosophy (1995), both at the University of Massachusetts at Boston. I did tell Bridget, while sitting on a beach during the night in 1992 that I had, for a while, been a double major in Mathematics and Computer Science, but decided to change my major to a single major so that I could pursue philosophy rather than mathematics. I assume this is what she thinks "not finishing my degree" is about. However, I started as undeclared, changed to computer science, added math, and then removed math and started studying philosophy. I completed the computer science and philosophy degrees. Consequently, what she told that former employer is a lie.
This also establishes that Bridget had been stalking me for, in her words, "an extended period of time."
As for her "hints". I did pick up on her hints. I only found it unbelievable that it could be her, and so I looked for other solutions. That was my inclination because I had been in love with her and had a high opinion of her. Now I know that she is not only plain looking, but within she is ugly to the core. Knowing who was behind this has not driven me "totally out of my gourd." It has liberated me. Additionally, it has convinced me that she is totally out of her gourd and I am very happy that our relationship ended. After all, my wife is more beautiful than she is, more intelligent than she is, and kinder than she is. While she has spent the last 16 years stalking me, I've long gotten over her. I wouldn't want her in my life if she were the last woman left on Earth.
Next, coming soon, I will show you the vile hatred she has thrown at my wife, a person she has never met. Who but a jealous woman would do that?
For a period of six years I was actively stalked online and in the physical world by several persons. The stalking began shortly after the events of September 11, 2001. The initial online contacts by the stalkers came from three primary sources. At first, I did not know what these sources were and assumed that the three sources were one individual. I made this assumption because I thought it was very improbably that one person would stalk me. Consequently, for more than one person to stalk me would be even more improbable. As the months and years went by, it became clear that the first stalker was in Massachusetts, the second at place of employment, and the third in California.
The first contact was made anonymously. A person using the name Veritas was interested in my anarchist website. I failed to extend an invitation to get involved in my website to him because the website was an individual effort, not part of an organization, and I saw no reason for help. Later I would find that this person Veritas is the younger brother of a former associate (and false friend) that I met when observing elections for CISPES in El Salvador. Her name is Elise. She actively pursued a friendship with me, all the while stabbing my in the back and spreading false rumors about me. She is a radical feminist and the many conversations I've had with her lead me to believe that she is a misandrist. When we were friends, she told me that her father was "a bad man." She lived with her mother, not her father. Her brother Veritas lived with this "bad man." I assume from this that he abused her, but I do not know for sure.
At that time I had another website concerning exploration of Mars. A subordinate of mine, Josiah, expressed interest in the same area and I allowed him to have an email account on the domain of that website. I also let him know where I was posting online, in various forums, and what my handle was. He quickly appeared under an anonymous handle and stalked me from the office. Since I had published various articles and posts critical of the Information Awareness Office, a source of revenue for my former employer of that time, and made statements critical of the president of the company, a person I consider to be unethical and self-serving, the president of the company asked Josiah to stalk me online and permitted him to bring an Internet appliance into the office for the purpose of stalking me with an untraceable IP address. Josiah was paid a bonus for this illegal activity by my former employer.
I, however, thought Josiah was a friend and did not initially suspect that it was he he was stalking me from the office. Josiah claimed to be looking into who was stalking me. One day he came into my office and said, "You should buy one of those books about how to destroy someone's life, just in case someone does that to you, or already has." Josiah also brought food to my office that I discovered had been tainted with foreign materials. On one occasion I found him in my office snooping around.
Before that point, my wife, who is a seamstress, had repaired some of his karate uniforms for him. He came by my home one day and asked if he could quickly use the Internet. I allowed him to. I later found out that he installed a trojan on my computer. I never told anyone about that. Interestingly, the third stalker knew that Josiah had done this.
The third stalker was from California. This stalker has an associate who operates out of Maryland. She sometimes operates out of or next to Fort Meade, one of the primary offices of the Defense Intelligence Agency. She does this because she works for the Defense Intelligence Agency. Her name is Bridget.
Bridget is an former love interest of mine. I met her when I was a member of CISPES. In fact, Bridget and Elise know each other. Elise probably doesn't know that Bridget works for the DIA. However, if Elise does know, then Elise is not who she seems to be.
Bridget and I met in Cambridge, Massachusetts at a CISPES meeting. I fell in love with her at first sight. She was very affable and she flirted with me. I liked her very much. In fact, I raised money to send her to El Salvador on behalf of CISPES. I didn't know at that time that she was a government snitch. CISPES has been spied on and harassed by the FBI for a long stretch of time. It appears that the DIA replaced the FBI in that task when Congress ordered the FBI to stop harassing CISPES. I assume that Bridget was such a snitch. I could be wrong, but I do know that she has, in her own words, snitched to the FBI about my beliefs and even went so far as to characterize me as a terrorist. She has worked with local police in my home town to harass and stalk me. I know this because, using her online persona, she told me this and proved it by having direct knowledge of my face to face conversation with the same police and knowledge of my parents' interactions with them as well.
Back in 1991, when I fell in love with her, I was living in California and Massachusetts simultaneously. This was due to the fact that my wife would not move to California. Consequently, I moved back and forth between coasts. To my surprise, when I returned to California after getting to know Bridget, she moved to California too. In fact, quite close to where I was, so we continued our friendship. Now, Bridget is originally from California, so this was probably a coincidence, but given the fact that she is a government snitch, I now think it may not have been a coincidence.
In any case, we saw each other several times while I was on the West Coast and my wife (now my ex-wife) was on the East Coast. We strolled along the beach together. We had dinner together. I took her soaring out in the desert. We saw a movie together. We talked on the telephone frequently. I let her know that I was falling in love with her.
At one point, Bridget and I had a falling out. I had been hanging out in Tijuana a lot during that time. Depressed over our falling out, I got drunk while I was in Mexico and made a mistake. That mistake gave me a strong reason, combined with symptoms, that I was seriously ill. In fact, I had to be tested over the months to verify whether or not I was terminally ill. During that time, Bridget took pity on me and we met regularly at the half-way point between our two homes (as I now lived in San Diego and she in Long Beach). I confided in her many things. I was very depressed at the time, depressed enough to consider ending my life. If it were not for Bridget (I believed), I would have ended my life.
During this time, my wife finally moved to California (it took her two years to do so). I had to tell her about what happened in Tijuana. Our marriage was strained. My relationship with Bridget strained our marriage more. Living in a new place, facing the possibility of death, working at a new job, and being torn between two women took a toll on my mental health. I cracked.
Just as I reached the breaking point, Bridget decided to go down to Guatemala to study Spanish. I helped pay for that trip. Faced with being alone for a month while in a profound depression, I went through what could best be called an emotional breakdown. Bridget urged me to get help, so I did. I was put on medication for depression. Unfortunately, the medication caused me to become manic. I began doing all kinds of stupid things, among them was calling Bridget too frequently and then, losing my head completely, I said some awful things and she dumped me as a friend. I was not myself. In fact, I really wouldn't go back to normal for a couple of years, because I did not understand what the medication was doing to me.
Bridget went to Guatemala, fell in love with her teacher, and later they married. Had she told me that she had fallen in love with someone, I would have accepted that. However, Bridget would not communicate with me at all. During this time my marriage ended. I was totally alone. I had lost my wife and my best friend.
I tried very hard to win Bridget back. I sent her letters. I sent her gifts. Once I even came by, hoping to talk with her, but she was not there. I liked her neighborhood very much. Long Beach is pretty ugly, but the little corner she lived in, right next to Orange County (but not in Orange Country, an important point), was quaint. It made an impression on me, which will become relevant later.
Bridget and I had our falling out May of 1992. I began to get over her by early 1993 when I met someone else. However, I did not completely get over Bridget until 1994. An event helped me get over her – more on that very soon.
By September of 1993, I found an excellent job which kept me so busy I did not have time to think about Bridget. I traveled nearly all of the time. The job was in Newport Beach. My boss told me I had to move closer to Newport Beach if I took the job. Sometime before, I book I sent Bridget was returned with "Person not at this address. Return to sender." I took this to mean that it was likely that Bridget no longer lived where she lived before. I was determined not to move to Orange County. I had lived there before and I hated it. Long Beach came to mind because it was next to Orange County without being Orange County.
I looked around Long Beach for an apartment. I checked out many neighborhoods. I was not going to go into her former neighborhood, but in the end I could not resist, and decided to satisfy my curiosity by driving up to her former home to see if she had moved away. Now, I shouldn't have done this. I feel guilty about it. However, in the end, it helped me end that period of my life and move on. I went to the house and saw a couple walking into the house with groceries. They were unknown to me. It was clear that they lived there. This proved my belief to be correct. Bridget had moved away.
I was about to pull away from the curb. I looked up and over to my right (I was parked on the left hand side of the street) and noticed an apartment complex across the street with a "For Rent" sign displayed. It looked like a nice apartment.
I got out of the car and looked at it from the outside. I felt very strange about the idea of moving there, but I did like the neighborhood and she was no longer there. In fact, I did not know where she was at all. I walked from there down to the beach (it was right next door), sat down, and thought about it.
"Is there anything wrong with moving here," I wondered. "After all, she's not here anymore." I walked around the neighborhood. Finally, I decided to write down the telephone number for the apartment that was available. I called and it was very cheap, only about $800.00 per month and it was available immediately. The ride to work was not long from there. I decided to go for it.
As I mentioned, I was traveling all the time. I came home only on weekends. I'd fly in around 10:00 PM on Friday and I'd fly out in the evening on Sunday. That was my life. I worked in San Jose, Indianapolis, London, Tegucigalpa, New York, Omaha, Orlando, Denver, and so on. All this traveling kept my mind off of Bridget. When I came home, I had only enough energy to sleep throughout the weekend. I was lonely and I dated a few women I met in Long Beach. I never bothered to get to know my neighbors. Due to working in so many places, I ended up dating several women at the same time, one in Omaha, one in Honduras, another in San Diego, another in Long Beach. My life sucked. You can think I was enjoying it, but I wasn't. I was so busy, I felt like I had no life. I did have friends in San Diego and I began to wonder why I had to live near Newport Beach if I was never home. I talked to my boss about it and they agreed I could move back to San Diego and just fly out of San Diego instead of Orange County.
During this time I went to El Salvador as an election's observer with CISPES. It was there that I met Elise and it was there that I met the woman who would become my wife, a Salvadoran woman who is also the mother of my daughter.
On the day I was moving out, I decided to ask my apartment's representative, as I was making arrangements to return the key to him, if he knew Bridget, the woman who once lived across the street. He had trouble remembering her, so I mentioned her trip to Guatemala. That jogged his memory and he told me she met a man there and married him.
I walked back up to the apartment, collapsed on the floor, and began to cry uncontrollably. After about an hour, I gathered myself together. I actually felt relieved. I could not understand why she had not told me that she had married. It would have freed me. Shortly thereafter, I felt liberated, as if a huge weight had been lifted from my shoulders. Had I not moved there, I would never have known. In the end, it was a good thing.
One time, while I was traveling in Central America, upon returning to work, I discovered that someone had been contacting my employer to harass me. I do not know for sure, but I now suspect it was Bridget. They began to harass me, so I quit and went back to school to finish my second degree.
Back in Boston for my second degree, I began to hang out with Elise. She pretended to be my friend. What I did not know was that she was connected to Bridget. Elise was poisoning everything I did as I was using her as a reference. I wish I had known what an evil person she was. Had I known, I would not have befriended her.
After finishing my second degree (in Philosophy), I returned to California. This time I moved to Glendale. I found a job in Marina Del Rey. It was only a six month contract. Next, I took a temporary job in Santa Barbara. I had returned to El Salvador a few times, continuing my relationship with the woman who would become my wife. Tired of California, I decided to try living in El Salvador for a while. I packed up my Jeep, loaded in my cat, and drove down to El Salvador from California.
While in El Salvador, I married my wife, had a baby, and moved back to the United States, this time to New Hampshire. I brought my wife an daughter to New England. My wife did not like New Hampshire, so I found another job, this time in Arizona. We moved to Tucson.
After almost two years in Tucson, something happened. My boss came in one afternoon speaking non-sense. I now know that Bridget was behind that. What I did not know is that ever since 1992, Bridget had been stalking me and harassing me. Had I known what she did for a living, I would have figured it out. This is exactly why the government should not be allowed access to personal information without a warrant from a judge. Creepy people use privileged information to weave disinformation and interfere with the lives of others.
Now, before I pretend to be a saint, I do admit searching Bridget's name on the Internet from time to time. We all get curious about what has happened to people we love. I am no different. However, that is public information, not private, and there is a world of difference. Moreover, though I've known since 1993 where her parents live, I never attempted to make any contact with her through them. I never attempted to interfere in any way with her life. The only time I actually showed up on her doorstep with the hope of talking with her, I did it non-anonymously. I had a conversation with her roommate and left. I was not hiding anything (unlike Bridget).
After Tucson, I moved to Austin. Once again, Bridget stalked me there. How do I know? I know because she showed up there in her uniform as a representative of the Defense Intelligence Agency. I greeted her at the door. She is the third stalker.
Now, all three are linked together. Josiah established contact with them while I was working in Austin. In that sense, it's all one thing.
My former employer has a history of harassing ex-employees who speak out about their lack of ethics and about the fact that what they are doing is little more than corporate welfare. I am not the first. Bridget was a useful tool for them. They filled her head with lies and she filled their heads with lies. Together they stalked me, my wife, and my daughter. They harassed my uncle (a grandfather). The harassed my brother. They even threatened to kidnap my daughter. We had to move twice because of their harassment (perhaps three times if you count Tucson).
